I really hope you are able to stick around because you are awesome and it would be a huge shame to see you go.
I know life can get in the way and getting back on track should always be priority but you also deserve a time and place to chill and even if it was an hour every now and again, it'd be great for you to consider us as one of those places to go to.
It sounds like you have an awful lot going on and whilst I know nothing about your life and what you are going through, you are more than welcome to come and talk with me. This sounds like a very big deal, so if you are the sort of person who feels better by talking about it or just want to feel less alone, you can seriously chat with me or any of us about anything. I am certain we would all listen and support you however we can. I know I wont be able to solve your problems and maybe my advice would be rubbish, I also know many people say the typical "message me kk" and don't really give two hoots but none of us are like that here. We will listen because hell, life can drag you down so damn much, a convo isn't going to kill us. Your mental health is just as important as your physical, so if we can relive even a smidgen of that stress, we will. You are not a burden on any of us. We all band together on this Pokemon RP because it is an interest we all share and use it to escape reality.
Easier said than done but keep your chin up because I know you can fight through this situation. You will save up money and you will get your chance to go back to school. The waiting game is long and tedious but karma comes around and soon enough, you'll one day be in a much better place. Agreed, it takes time and when you just want things to be over and back to normal it drags on forever but the day will come.
Remember we are here for you, to both RP with and chat about whatever! The internet is an evil place really, I always end up finding and liking people who live way too far away.